2 a.m.

Middle of night feedings often leave me catching up on blogs, or IG. Tonight I read my friend Lindsay’s blog. She spoke about having moments, dreamcatcher moments as she calls them, where you are so content that you are able to step back and really enjoy that moment; you don’t need anything else and you see it for what it truly is.

I find myself having these moments with Shane quite often. He takes such good care of me. I know I’m a hot mess like 95% of the time, but he handles me with such love and compassion. He asks how he can make things easier on me or what I need him to do to help out.

Sometimes, in a completely mundane moment I will feel a shot of excitement— I get to be with this man forever! Every day, no matter what, I wake up next to him. We face everything together. He will always be here to make me laugh. I often tell him that I’m so thankful for him, or I tell him thank you for loving me.

I’m not sure I will ever be able to explain the depths of my love for him, or the appreciation I have for everything he does for our family. He deserves so so much and I hope that I am enough for him.

Shane is all of my dreamcatcher moments.

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