My sweetest Kenley,
Today you are three. Except you aren’t…but you are? You are three, wherever you are. You have been missed earth-side for 3 years.
Three years have passed since you were physically here. Three whole years since I held you in my arms.
I can’t believe it.
I was planning to write this huge wonderful birthday letter but honestly? Your momma’s heart is broken into a million pieces and I have no words.
I have said it a million times and I don’t think saying it again would make it any different. It changes nothing.
I miss you. I love you. I hope you know how much your life changed mine. I hope you see how important you are in our daily life. I hope you see all the good I try to do in your name.
You are so loved.
You are so missed.
Your life meant something and it always will.
I see your absence in your sisters presence. It is heart breaking to say the least.
I love you. I love you. I fucking love you more than life itself and I hope that you know that.
I wish I knew that you knew what you mean to me.
Happy Birthday, my beautiful daughter.
Mommy loves you.